first post! :)

hello all you lovely people! i have not blogged since the xanga days! ahhhh!
but this is exciting, i missed blogging. i have a lot to say! especially concerning my career!
so this blog is going to be kind of life a pre-fan page...for all the people that have a similar dream, or any dream in general. dream chasers. or for the dreamers that are afraid to chase their dreams. who would rather stay in the box! also for those who know me, and love me, and believe in me. who realize that i will do all that i must to make it! :) this blog, is for you!

as you all can see i named my blog the FABULOUS road toward my tony... i am aware that at all times it will not be easy. and that at all times it wont be fun. so why would i use the word fabulous? well, fabulous is one of my fave words ever! i jut believe that i am a fabulous person! and im not conceited, just Godly confident! something that someone used to say about me in high school which i have turned into my "slogan" is "...she's so fab, she sweats glitter!" i LOVE glitter, and i love all things shiny. :) BUT, thats besides the point.
when i was putting this blog together i was thinking about what word i should use to describe the road that will be leading toward my tony. and i thought about fabulous because its one of my favourite words, so i decided to acutally look up the definition. heres what came up:

1. elizabeth gabrielle caesar
(ha! lol, yes i know i'm a loser)


2. almost impossible to believe; incredible.
this definition stuck out to me the most! i really got to excited because i have never looked at fabulous to have a meaning such at this. i know that working to be on broadway is going to be difficult. i know that its not going to be easy peasy lemon squeasy! and before i even think about broadway i have to get into AMDA! (a school sent from heaven) but i feel like with Jesus on my side i can accomplish anything! because i know this is true, i have faith that he will open doors for me! and that it will be so amazingly spectacular that it will be almost impossible to believe! :):):)!!! i cant wait to see what the future holds!




okay first things first. i have my audition for AMDA (american musical and dramatic academy) on this coming saturday. at 9am! ahhh! i am THRILLED! and nervous, and scared, and EXCITED!! and anxious, and wish it was over already and SUPER STOKED!!! lolol. but most importantly of off these i am READY!! :) buuuut, im having a lil bit of a hard time having the faith that i had the past couple weeks this week! all the months leading up to this week i was soooo pumped! ready for this moment to come, all i wanted to do was audition! i just KNEW i was going to get in because of things the Lord has promised me, but now, now that the moment is actually here?? im doubting, which i know is no bueno! the devil is a liar and i'm letting him get the best of my emotions! so thats where you guys come in! i need you all  to pray for my faith and my strength! that my audition will go well!  and not only that, but that i will get in with a full scholarship! aoooww. its very possible. and when it happens it will be FABULOUS! ahhh you caught how u used that word ;) Jesus can do the IMPOSSIBLE! so lets make it happen people! prayer WORKS! :)